In the insightful and entertaining movie "The Life of Pi," the main character, after suffering incredible loss, is asked if doubt had eroded his faith. In his answer, Pi does not deny the doubts that had crept in. Instead, he faces the doubt head on, saying, "Doubt is a useful thing. You cannot know the strength of your faith until it has been tested."
Many Christians are afraid of doubt. They see it as failure, a sign of weakness, an indication that they are not spiritual enough. This is understandable but untrue. The Bible is filled with stories of solid, faithful God-followers who sometimes struggled to "believe." The Psalms resonate with laments questioning God's plan, his decisions, and even his wisdom. And how can we forget the new testament father who believed that "everything is possible," and yet still could only utter "help me overcome my unbelief" (Mark 9:14-29).
Despite what we've seen and experienced, regardless of what we know or believe, we will still sometimes have doubts. Instead of running from your doubts, ignoring them, or pretending they don't exist, face them head on. They will test the strength of your faith, and draw you closer to your Creator.
Share how God has used your doubts to strengthen your faith and draw you closer to him.
Dealing with the death of Brian from cancer definitely tested my faith. I was angry and confused and hurt. There was some heavy praying those days expressing my anger to God and shed many tears. I don't understand, but I trust God and I continue on
ReplyDeleteI don't know who wrote this, but we mourn with you, we pray for you. It's difficult because God's ways are not our ways. But we must continue to trust Him. Lean on His comfort, His healing. We will be praying for you as you continue to minister to His children.
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DeleteLol It is Linda Moore. I don't know why it not putting my name.
DeleteThank you so much for sharing. I believe that through these difficult times we are shaped by God to be what he wants, and to be of more use to him. Because we believe that Brian is now with Jesus, we can more easily move forward through our own doubt and pain to a place where God can use us in mighty ways.
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